I'm not exactly sure why I haven't been blogging.....nor have I been journaling. Sigh. It's literally one of my favorite things to do.....writing, that is.....so why I haven't been doing it is as much a mystery to me as it probably is to you. Sometimes it feels like an internal battle against what I know I love and what I know is good for me. I can't figure it out. But alas....here I am again, computer on my lap, glass of wine next to me, letting my fingers flow with the rhythm of my thoughts.
Today was a good day. I woke up to light rain and grey skies. Love, love, love! I felt cozy and happy.
A year ago right now, I was getting ready for all the craziness of being on the OCD project. Actually, I wasn't really getting ready because I had no idea what I was getting myself into. Speaking of which, I do realize that I didn't share my thoughts on the last two episodes....maybe I'll get to that one of these days....maybe not.
During a group at Roger's, we used colors to identify different emotions we felt and where we felt them throughout our bodies. Pink is my favorite color, but I discovered that yellow is my happy color. :) It makes me smile just thinking about it. So, this summer, one of my projects was to turn my room from just a room into a room that exudes happiness and embodies my free spirit. The transformation has been really fun.....painting, hunting for perfect little treasures to put around my room, bargain shopping on craigslist, rearranging, etc. It's not 100% done, but I heart it very, very much so far!! :)
Look at my bright yellow wall!! It calmly SCREAMS happy, happy, happy! :) I love it.
I found this fabulous desk on craigslist and absolutely fell in love with it! My good friend, Sarah, and I stayed up till the wee hours of the morning painting it. It's rugged, uneven, and just perfect!
That empty space in the corner is eventually going to be the home to a huge, overstuffed, cozy, white chair. So excited!
So there it is......my happy, yellow room. :)
Oh Kristen, it's wonderful to have you back! I really love your yellow room :)
ReplyDeleteYou are brave!! And I admire that. :) And by that I mean, you are brave to be buying used furniture! Maybe craigslist items never would have been a problem for you OCD-wise, but they have been and still are for me! There's so much great (and cheap!) stuff out there so it's really a shame. I love the desk and your entire room. Congrats!
ReplyDeleteVery nice space! Good to see you writing!
ReplyDeleteYour room is fabulously happy! I am grateful for every bit of happiness I can claim for myself away from the OCD, and so glad you are enjoying your creativity!
ReplyDeleteLove the room! It looks so happy and peaceful. I think using your creativity to make a space like that is a great way of helping yourself. As someone who also has OCD, environment plays a HUGE part in how I feel.
ReplyDeleteHope you are doing well, and good luck!